But guess what, I'm out!!! I work to keep this blog a positive place to be, where you can find motivation and inspiration. Because of this, I really hesitated posting this blog, but the reality is that some days are just like that. I won't go into any stories of what happened, because really it was all in my mind (with maybe just a few outside triggers!)
Because I was gone all weekend, I felt pressure to dive right back in head first. When my mind wasn't cooperating, I really started giving myself a hard time. I had a conversation with my sister (aren't sisters the best?) and I decided to stop FIGHTING and just let myself feel what I was feeling. It was like POOF, the pressure was gone.
Instead of believing (and then fighting) the toxic thoughts streaming (gushing?) through my head, I saw my thoughts and mood as a more mechanical thing. "Oh look at how my body is responding to fatigue and hormones, interesting!"
The best part? Today is a new day and I'm rested and ready to take on the world again! I'm so OUTTA MY HEAD.